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I wish I had married the guy who loved me in college
Topic: I Love
I have one big regret that led to all of the others. I wish I had married the guy who loved me in college. He was smart, kind, great sense of humor, just not my physical type, but not so far off base that he couldnít have BECOME my physical type. He was getting his MSEE, I had finished my BSEE a year before and was working as an engineer. We got to a stage in life where I was free and he was free and we started dating. I think I could have learned to love him, but being 23 I thought that lifelong compatibility started and ended with butterflies in the stomach, and I just didnít have any for him.After I let him go, he went on his way and married happily to someone else who deserved him. I just went through one passion instigated affair that ultimately ended badly after another. He had three great kids I had none. In fact I had a tubal ligation to make sure none of the jerks I dated produced a little jerk by ways of me. If I could do that one thing over when the decision lay entirely in my nonappreciative hands, I would have stayed with that first guy.
Being unmotivated
Topic: I have a Regret
My biggest regret is not being more motivated in life. I wish I could just make the call, or get up and do what I dreamt of. When I have kids that will be the first thing I teach them
I Think I'm Not Interesting
Topic: I am Afraid
I dunno. I gotta say it, when people tell me I'm interesting, it's flattering for certain. But I don't agree because how? How am I interesting? Sure, on the Internet I might seem bold and confident and a hero but in real life I'm a simple, meek dweeb. My ponytailed self, jobless but not without love, usually stays at home and works for dad...while practicing and listening to Bach. And hanging out with my love, of course, who I never want to leave, ever.

But honestly, I don't see how I'm interesting.
I feel like I'm dead but breathing
Topic: I am Sad
a good quote
Not Becoming An Adult early enough
Topic: I have a Regret
I am thirty years old now, and though Iíve graduated from college, have a good full-time job, have my own home and wife and kids, I still donít act my age every day. I donít want to grow up. Sometimes thatís good! Sometimes itís not. I donít want to be on my death bed thinking that I never really got serious about life and became a responsible adult. One needs to learn to let go of the past if itís holding you down and fully embrace your new life and make it the best.
appreciate parents
Topic: I have a Regret
I wish that I told my parents how much I appreciated them before they died.
Curie High School classmate
Topic: I am Sorry
I want to apologize to my Curie High School Classmate. I graduated in the early 90's. My friends and I used to push this kid around all the time. We spit on him and called him names. I wish I could say I am sorry, but I don't even remember his name.
Angry for not getting a job that I wanted at Navistar
Topic: I am Angry
I worked really at my current job just to one day get promoted. I have a degree and I have been doing a great job at what I do. I have been an accountant for nearly 15 years now. The job I applied for was a team lead position. I went through the interview and after about three weeks I learned that Navistar hired a new employee externally.
Basketball at Mundelein High School
Topic: I have a Regret
I used to be on the Basketball team at Mundelein High School in Mundelein, IL my freshmen and sophomore year about 25 years ago. I used to be one of the best players, everyone looked up to me. Instead of playing ball I decided that its not worth the work. I didn't want to listen to anyone especially the coach. Instead I got a part time job and hanged out with my friends all the time. I miss those high school basketball years. I wish that I could go back an play ball again. This time for all four years.